WHY DO I HAVE TO BE SO NICE.

Ugh. I just sent the popular girl some of my English notes.

Some. 

I was simply just going to ignore the email. However, I didn’t want to feel rude by simply ignoring it. So, I was contemplating whether to send her my notes or not. I compromised with myself to send her only part of it, but then she’ll have to find someone else or take her own notes for the other stuff. 

Okay. 

But, I don’t know, I hate the feeling of giving in to what the popular kids want. You know? 

Whatever.

I have a religion quiz and part of my Spanish final tomorrow. I shouldn’t be worried about this.

May 29, 2012

Typing this early so that I can sleep early tonight (depending on if I get my work done fast enough). Anyway, I felt terrible in the morning at school. All I did was telling myself that I wanted to go home and sleep. However, I knew that I couldn’t, because I had to do a chemistry lab in the last two periods, and I didn’t want to make it up another day. So, I “manned up” against my cold and stayed for the whole day. Surprisingly, I felt better during chemistry, when my group and I were doing an acid-base titration lab. Who knew dealing with acids and bases could make you feel better?

Once school ended, I bolted out the door to my dad and went home. I changed, finished my sandwich (since I didn’t have the appetite for it at school), drank a cup of hot green tea, and took a power nap. I couldn’t really sleep until around 3:30pm, but then during my “power nap,” I wasn’t really asleep. I kind of was, but not really. Do you know what I mean?

Anyway, once it hit 5pm, I jumped out of bed and went straight to my computer. Now, I’m finishing reading this religion chapter for a quiz tomorrow. I hate bioethics. I kind of wished I got morality over with in the first semester. Oh yeah, I also butchered my religion presentation today. Sure, I explained it, but my friend did most of the explaining, since I practically cracked under pressure in front of my class. Sigh. I can pick up my religion average with this quiz tomorrow and by talking nonstop. 

My listening and oral portion of my Spanish final is tomorrow. Ay carumba. Se habla espanol? No? Sigh.

A popular girl in my grade emailed me asking me for English notes. We have a unit test this Friday on poetry. 

Seriously…do you think I’ll send you my notes?

I know I may look “nice” and “sweet” on the outside, but when it comes to work, I’ll only share my work with my friends, when we’re comparing answers (and if they need it, I’ll give it to them, since they’ve given me their work before). 

But this popular girl. All she does is party and tan.

However, she did say in her email that she understands if I’m not willing to share with her my notes (since me, being the nerd, never hangs out with the popular girls). 

So, that makes my decision a whole lot easier.

No notes for you, missy. Take your own darn notes.

May 28, 2012

Meh. Woke up at 11. My cold got worse. Now I have a stuffy nose and a cough. My throat’s alright, but now it’s just my nose. 

This week is going to be KDJFLJFSLKSDSAWHF:VKND. I don’t know; I just want this week over and done with. Let’s fast forward to Sunday, June 3. Please. My SAT Subject Test for chemistry is this Saturday. :| I DON’T FEEL READY AT ALL. I honestly don’t know why I’m taking it. On the bright side, this will help me study for my final, which is in two weeks…UGH. 14 more days left of school (not including weekends)! I GOT THIS!

I hope my cold goes away tomorrow. I have to present my religion project first period. :|